I think I am suffering from depression. Since my childhood I have just saw my parents fight, saying abusive things to each other. I became hesrtless human. Than a girl came in my life and made me feel better but I had pissed her off too many times. I am started to feel lonely. Never thought about suicide though. I am now not able to control my emotions. Emotions that was buried inside me is now coming out and making my relation and friendship, like just about to end.