Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help. I can understand your suitation. Basically your are lacking motivation to do anything and over bound with negativity. This is an outcome of depression. Holding on so many emotional imbalance with in you is not good. You need a pair of ears to listen to your feelings and emotions first. In that process, you will also understand where you are going wrong and what needs to be corrected. You my need a counseling support to recover from this suitation. If convenient, go for f2f consultation or choose online chat with us to open your mind. Happy to assist you..

You may be going through depression. Depression usually gets worse after some time and it needs immediate attention and care. Please visit a psychologist and get help immediately before it gets worse.