Hi,
I believe you are experiencing depressive symptoms so it's better if you can Consult a Psychiatrist.
He'll probably add one more medicine or give you a stronger dosage to help you.
Medicines help you manage symptoms and therapy helps you to get rid of dependency on the medicines.
I do free online suicidal assessment. Kindly get in touch with me via LinkedIn or Phoenix Psychiatry and Psychotherapy.
I belive you need medicines for time being but if you don't work on the underlying issues, it might keep coming back.
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Irritable nature will distance you from loved ones. You need them now.
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Take Care,