Hi, I do weired thing when i am alone. I used anal vibrator and swallow own semen, many more thing in alone. Does it change my identity ? I attract towards girls but still i do such gay activity. Am i abnormal or what? Kindly advice what should i do? Do i need to visit doctor ? Which kind of doctors? I feel embarrasd to talk about this or people judge or laugh on me. Due to this am asking here anonmous. Please provide me correct guidance.