Headache everyday. stubbornness, no inner desires or dreams. Feeling guilty. Feels like psycho. Sometimes behaves like mentally retarded. Confused,tired, emotionally unstable. Never comes on a decision. Sometimes feeling to commit suicide. Family problems. Dieing for love but also doubts everytime when it comes. Never feels good about myself. Thinks doesn't dissove much. Scared a lot. Daydream about totally fictional things. Never tried to do something even if I love to do it. Just not good.