I am someone diagnosed with bpd. I had a  4 year relationship with a guy of different religion. We had to breakup mutually cuz of family issues. Our family won't accept our relationship.. We were in live in relationship.. So we were so close.. Like every other relationship we also had fights but we knew we are meant to be with each other.. Now that I have come back to my home time cuz my studies got over.. It's so hard to be without him.. I'm not under any medication since my parents are unaware about my diagnosis.. I don't know how to deal with this.. It feels hard to live a life without him.. Finishing each day has become so difficult for me.. Please do suggest some methods to relax Myself...