Hi,
It's great that you're reaching out for support. The symptoms you are facing are of depression.
Next Steps
You can see a Clinical Psychologist, have an assessment for the severity of your symptoms. And then she/he can refer you to a Psychiatrist, there are amazing pharmacological treatments without any side effects. And then you can continue with therapy. You will have amazing outcomes with these two. And this issue can be treated from the root cause.