It seems that your parents views are coming from not knowing all your history of abuse etc. Perhaps they might think differently if you confided in them. Or perhaps if you can't do this then you need to understand their ignorance and not let it bother you. It is not your 'fault'. It is not their 'fault'. It is their concern for you coming from their ignorance of you. So don't take it personally. Then it won't bother you so much.

Dear you need Psychotherapy. Do you have any biological dysfunction like sleep disturbance, appetite disturbance or low mood.. If so you need to take medications.. If not you need psychotherapy.

Hello please visit  counsellor Thanks

Please seek the support and help of a counsellor. You need to deal with the trauma of the abuse you have been through. This process will bring some clarity as to how you want to take your realtionship forward.