Hello,
The description provided by you here suggests a. Emotional and mood disorder. A comprehensive assessment is definitely required for clinical possibility of Depressive episode, adjustment disorder, personality maladjustment, etc. Some medical and neurological conditions like
thyroid, anemia, Wilson's disease etc will also have to be examined and ruled out.
Hence my suggestion for you is to please seek a consultation with a psychiatrist for comprehensive assessment and further management..
Howsoever please be well assured that a well formulated and properly executed management plan will benefit you.
Your description suggests that a combination of medication and psychological intervention will help you optimally.
Hope this helps you. Best wishes for your health and future.