My in laws and I have some unresolvable issues, so I took transfer and left my in laws amicably, 2 years back. But since then whenever I visit them I faced shortness of breath. I thought it was due to dust allergy i already had. But that kind of shortness of breath never happened before, it's like impossible to breathe, I took many medications and even used asthma pump but it was all temporary. I never faced these breathing issues anywhere else. Today i just got broken because I couldn't breathe even after using pump and all the other petty issues. After crying harder and crying a lot, i felt lighter and normal. Am I in depression?