This time my brother saw the letter i kept on the table while i was on the beach on the brink of diving into the deep ocean. These thoughts have killed me, the harassment, the bullying, the mental pain, tiredness, fucked up mental state. I'm tired. so very tired idk what to say or do but i do need help and nothing is helping me I've tried acting happy all this time but i can't do it anymore. I'm tired and i wish to suicide. Being continuosly said that I'm faking my depression. Being continually bullied harassed. I really can't take it anymore. Please send some help.a