Hi. From what you have mentioned, it is Clear that you have become dependent on alcohol. First of all, I really appreciate the fact that you have developed to courage accept that it's out of your control now. The best way for you will be to seek professional help. You should consult a Psychiatrist and start treatment for the same. Initially, you can opt for out patient treatment. If you are not able to control on out patient treatment, admission would be recommended. You can contact me if you wish to for initiating treatment.
Next Steps
Consult a Psychiatrist.
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Earlier the treatment is started, better it will be for your health.