My name is harsha.i dont know but i am feeling alone ..n i dnt like people..i jst want to go far from everyone.recently,i was searching suicidal methods.i know i will not do suicide but i dnt know why i was searching.i jst hate my life n everyone in it...i am doing physical pleasurable things so that i dont feel alone...i think so....i dnt knw...fo r some tim e smoking also so that i will forget my stupid life...i hate everyone.