Hello,
As a mental health professional, our aim is not necessarily just to diagnose the issue. We strive to help you become the better version of yourself.
With the description you provided, you seem to be an ambitious lady struggling to be better in a holistic manner.
Best regards!
Next Steps
I suggest you approach a Psychiatrist, not to get labeled as such, but to get a professional advice as to how to go about life in general.
Health Tips
Incorporate at least 30mins of vigorous exercise, healthy eating, and a good sleep hygiene.