Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. All your symptoms are sign of anxiety and depression. Thanks for taking the first step and asking for help. No worries, these are just like any other physical illness and can be managed through a professional counselling support along with few therapies and lifestyle changes..
You may need a psychology counseling support.
Next Steps
Feel free to reach out to me online through Practo app chat to do the first level evaluation of your condition, so that a suitable solution plan can be worked out.