Hello, You are most probably correct about your understanding that the symptoms mentioned by you here are a "problem". And it is very right in your part to say that "you want to get if okay". I would strongly suggest and urge you to seek a consultation with a psychiatrist near you for comprehensive assessment and management. A thorough medical and mental health assessment will throw light on your condition and thereafter treatment can be formulated for you.. Hope this helps you. Best wishes for your health and future...