Was your childhood period happy??
Childhood traumas can have lifelong repercussions, people who have painful childhood find it difficult to attach with others.
They have trouble getting close to other people, and if they form connections those are not always constructive ones.
Reasons could be
# parental neglect
# abandonment
#exploitation
# constant criticism
# parental addiction(s)
# physical assault
# experience of loss/ fear
# living in unstable environments.
Lack of parental support + personal susceptibility to traumatic events can lead to EMOTIONAL WOUNDS AND DISORDERS OF ATTACHMENT.
When we are not connected properly with our inner self
We find it hard to connect with others too.
Next Steps
you may need to go bit deeper , by working with a therapist to heal your childhood traumas .
If this makes sense in your case please connect to find your answers to lead a happy life.