I went to interview recently I was the one who went first thinking to finish and come out asap so that It will be relief I was walking here and there preparing for interview my turn came and they told to relax, started asking questions I'm answering and  at one point I'm unable to answer (at least I should have managed with something) my heart started  beating fast and it became faster finally I cried before them beacuse of fear, at this age this is not acceptable and I'm still afraid of going to interviews. My main concerns : Anxiety, less patience Short temper, frustrates easily, Over thinking, Low confidence, stress dreams,  increased signs of ageing n weight, women elder than me are looking far better added to this i recently diagonised with a cyst in knee doctor told we have to operate not now we have 2 check its growth neither im ready 4 operation nor i want to get my leg get fractured.I'm afraid of needles there are no other alternatives for that cyst inside bone im fed up