Hi, you are on high doses and multiple medications for what you call stroke. I guess it's probably epilepsy where certain areas in your brain get activated in an erratic way to create a seizure. Missing medication can be dangerous.
Next Steps
Meet your doctor again. Optimize the doses. Your doctor will increase or adjust then as needed. Serum levels of the anti epileptics that you are taking will help.
Health Tips
Answer to your question of whether you will become normal once when you take your medications regularly is probably a YES.