Kindly consult a psychiatrist for restarting yr medications

Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here and glad to know that you have improved now. Most antidepressant tablets contain serotonin and as you have stopped it, it may be  low in your body. Be aware, medicines are just one part of any psychic treatments. In parallel you need to follow certain non medicine treatment plan like changes in your lifestyle, dietary, excersise, self behavioral therapies etc to get a complete cure. Don't worry. Consult a psychology expert to understand in detail about the suitable solution that you can follow practically to overcome this problem.

You can consult for psychotherapy and counseling. You will be better able to manage your depressive feelings All the best

I suggest you to consult a psychologist.