I appreciate that you are taking care of your mental Health and approaching guidance from professionals.As per study has found the average person has more than 6000 thoughts every day. It was found that the average person has those thousands of thoughts, 80% were negative, and 95% were exactly the same repetitive thoughts as the day before. However it's would more clear if you had shared in little more detail and cause of those thought which are making you feel stuck. For betterment of yourself health please connect with psychologist or counselor to help you best understanding and managing your thoughts by sharing your problems and etc with professionals.
Next Steps
Consult with Psychologist or Counselor
Health Tips
don't label yourself that you are going through something not normal.
Spend some good time with your close one because many time sharing also help.