Hi
You are showing signs of depression better talk to a psychiatrist and attend few counseling sessions. Suicidal thoughts are to be addressed during the initial stages itself.
Fill yourself with confidence and positive energy.
Remember that there is no easy way to lose weight especially when have
thyroid issues so forget about shortcuts and easy ways.
Get your
lipid profile
Liver function and complete blood profile tested.
Also measuring BMR ,BMI,fat and water ratio content of the body gives an idea of what kind of food, activity suits you.
Next Steps
consult an endocrinologist to further evaluate other hormonal issues also.
focus on both mental and physical health.
Health Tips
Never stay lonely especially during this tough lockdown period.