You are in the relationship which is not going to materialise because of society pressure. You both are dependent on each other emotionally that is why you are not able to focus. This is like a habit of love Practical life is going to be more beneficial. But given that your dependency will be a big pain tomorrow. Anyway are you very happy with the hiding part of it . You need to be honest to your self sooner or later however difficult it may be. Of course this relationship has come to teach you,  to grow you up. That is what you are getting from it. The detail discussion need to be done before you can  come to conclusion. You can call us and we can help. Also you can watch our videos on YouTube channel "Kamal Khurana ". You can also watch a video "taking difficult decisions kamal Khurana"