I'm really young and I'm having family problems that is my sister is on medication she has BPD and is depressed and suicidal. She's been on medication for 2-3 years now. The fights in my house and other stress makes me feel I'm depressed too. I'm very very suicidal but my mom or dad won't take me to a doctor coz they think that medication Ness up with your brain n and make you "crazy". So is there an alternative? I'm having exams right now and other stress which makes me suicidal every other day. I try very hard to calm myself down. Anyway is there a way by which i can go on medication or whatever or just talk to a psychiatrist or psychologist online? Practo and some other website or email maybe ? My parents will not take me to any doctor for sure. I'm going to kill myself very soon if i don't get help which my parents S don't understand. They think I'll go in the same path my sister did and physically​abuse them too by hitting them (that's what my sister does ) HELP??!?