Without sounding patronising and judgemental, I would like to reassure you that many people have problems similar to yours.
One's behaviour and thinking is a result of the person's genes and upbringing over a period of many years. Hence it is not easy to change the same in matter of months or years. Nonetheless hope and willingness to change is everything that is required.
Best wishes.
Answered2017-07-30 13:59:20
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