Hello there, first of all I respect your curiosity of knowing what you are suffering from, but don't make your curiosity turn into anxiety. As you said you were diagnosed with some disease or disorder may be, but to know more about that disorder you must tell more details about it. And even if you are having something, science has a solution for that and you might get
pregnant and deliver safely.
Next Steps
To learn about what you have, you must send details, and I will help you to let you know and make you anxiety free.