Hello there.
From what I understand is that you need counselling by a psychiatrist.
Talk to him, tell him what all you are going through. You sound confused, you say those books provide you good amount of motivation and next you say you need motivation.
Try to figure out what you need and make small goals for yourself. Small and short term goals when achieved will give you great confidence.
Make a decision as to what you want to become and work towards it rather than thinking about what you lack and stuff.
Consult a psychiatrist for counselling.
Best regards.
Dr. Anil Kumar Jain.
Answered2016-05-04 08:22:14
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