Im always sad. When i think about my future i feel hopeless and as if i dont want to go to the future. I have a good husband, good career and good life, but future looks bad mostly because i cant get along with his parents. We dont fight, but here are too many differences between us. I just cant stop thinking about it. I feel unenthusiastic and sad at times, other times im very excited, but im easily demotivated. Dancing makes me happy. But i feel like everything i like has an expiry date. I dont know why i have this victim, pitying myself behaviour. I wake up sleepy because i dont sleep well at night or anytime. I give up meeting my friends last minute and have to push myself the days that i do go. I wasnt like this before marriage.