Thank you for sharing your experience. It's important to take suicidal thoughts very seriously, especially when they emerge or worsen after starting a new medication like Gaba NT (which often contains gabapentin or pregabalin).
Though Gaba NT is typically used for nerve-related symptoms, in some individuals it can worsen mood or trigger emotional blunting or apathy. The sudden drop in energy and motivation you're describing could be related to how your body responded to the medicine, or it could indicate an underlying mood condition being unmasked.
Next Steps
Stopping the medication was a protective step, but it’s crucial that this experience is discussed urgently with your treating psychiatrist.
Health Tips
1. Do not make medication changes without medical supervision.
2. Keep a daily log of your mood and side effects- it will help your doctor see patterns and improve your treatment plan.
3. Involve a trusted family member or friend to stay connected and safe until your symptoms stabilize.