I can understand how frustrating and exhausting this has been for you, especially after struggling with it for so many years.
From what you have described, this does not point to a single ‘illness name’ directly. Symptoms like inability to initiate tasks despite wanting to do them, mental blankness while trying to think or write, and difficulty carrying out even simple actions can be seen in conditions such as severe depression, executive dysfunction (including adult ADHD), anxiety-related freezing, or at times mood-spectrum disorders.
Since you are already on Lamitor and Clonazepam, the most important step is a detailed reassessment of the diagnosis and current treatment response. Sometimes the issue is less about motivation and more about how the brain is processing initiation, planning, and execution of tasks.
This is something we do see in psychiatry, and it is definitely treatable, but it requires a structured evaluation rather than only general advice like ‘start small’.
I would strongly suggest a detailed psychiatric consultation with review of past records and symptom history so that we can arrive at the right diagnosis and treatment plan.
I also provide online consultation and therapy support, and you may consult me on nine eight two six five four five six six zero for a detailed assessment.
Answered2026-03-30 09:11:45
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