Hey! My mind keeps on dragging me on the mistake I have done in my past. I am not able to move forward and feel true sense of happiness in my life even after having everything. It's very disturbing as I have started feeling depressed now. The mistake is related to the fact that I have a OCD of cleaning hands and maintaining extreme Hygiene. And when I don't do that I feel as if I am spreading diseases in my own house. I feel guilty about the same even though I can say that no one in my family will be affected by it but still my brain does not lets me get out of the myths. It's my sincere request to please, I can't discuss such problems with my family as well.