I am not really sure how to express my current situation, but I am just trying my best. Sometimes, I feel a lot happier than usual and I feel like I can get through my life well and good. But, sometimes I feel that my life is a complete misery and I am not sure why I even exist in the first place. There are nights when I wish that I go to sleep just to not wake up the next day. I am also unable to control my anger lately in a lot of situations. Can't explain further in detail in this thread. Kindly reply back if any of the doctors feel that they can help me. I somehow feel that I need to fight against myself to survive here.