Hi. I believe you have been having episodes of seizures and depression
Its important to know that they can be related and that in most cases good control of seizure episodes may in itself reduce depressive episodes
Next Steps
Consult a neurologist and work on optimising treatment so that the frequency of seizure episodes are reduced
Health Tips
At all costs, avoid using alcohol or other substances even occasionally. There are certain situations which provoke seizures and try avoiding too much exposure to them.