I can understand what you are going through at this point.It is not easy to accept the loss. But you know ,eventually you will get over the grief. If your emotional reactions are too much according to you , affecting your normal day to day existence, pls do seek help from a mental health professional.

Hello Very sad to know about the demise of your father. It is natural to feel sad after the death of a loved one. U will get over this emotional termoil with time. Till then stay close to Ur own people       If the condition improves with passing days it is a healthy sign. If somehow it deteriorates then Consult a psychiatrist for help.