I understand how distressing this must feel—especially when it’s affecting your relationship with your mother.
Misophonia can trigger very intense emotional reactions, and what you’re experiencing is real and treatable.
There may not be a “100% permanent cure,” but significant improvement is very much possible with the right approach:
Your anger and urge to react are part of the condition—not your personality.
Techniques like CBT (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy) and sound desensitization can reduce triggers.
Next Steps
Most importantly, since you’re having thoughts of hurting yourself or others, please consult a psychiatrist urgently for proper support.
You don’t have to struggle with this alone—treatment can help you regain control and improve your relationships.
Health Tips
Using earphones, background noise, or distancing temporarily can help manage situations.
If anxiety and anger are severe, medications may also help stabilize symptoms.