I'm not sure what's wrong with me mentally. I have dealt with more trauma than most people and wont discuss that, but I will mention that some of the trauma caused my skull to be slighted pushed into my brain. sometimes I feel outside of myself. Usually I watch my body. Sometimes I leave the body behind and explore, I assume, a subconscious universe. I have occasional bouts of uncontrollable rage. Been raped in the past but have never had a sex life Lost the desire to continue living......