So i had a terrible relationship in the past but then after some years I found a guy who genuine and loyal to me since 4 years . My relationship with family aren't that great. I have social anxiety since 6 years. So he is the only guy I m close to. And we decided we will marry in the future. But his parents won't allow due to caste problem. Now I can't handle this separation. We both love each other. It's been more than 4 months I can't sleep well. I m having extreme suicidal thoughts. And I tried everything to get rid of this mental trauma but I can't.