Hello,
The description provided by you here is not informative enough to provide a concrete remediation. However it is quite apparent that you should consult a psychiatrist in person for detailed assessment and subsequent intervention to improve your condition. A psychiatrist will be able to diagnose the mental health issues and can decipher the medical, psychological, and socio-enviornmental underpinnings of your current state. Thereafter psychological intervention and/or medication will be provided to help you gain control of the current problems. Hope this helps you. Best wishes for your health and future.
Next Steps
Consult a psychiatrist in person to discuss your problems.
Health Tips
do not delay help seeking as it may lead to compilations and may make your problems more difficult to treat.