Hello, Nothing in the brief description provided by you suggests you being "addicted" to masturbation. Hence please do not worry, masturbation is a healthy activity and leads to no weakness or loss of vitality (whosoever tells you otherwise is passing on wrong information). The myths regarding masturbation are very prevalent, but they are only myths and very little is true about this. If you do not feel satisfied with the reply please feel free to contact a psychiatrist near you for any further questions or clarifications. Hope this helps you. Best wishes for your health and future..