Hi
You need to speak to a counsellor and understand the reasons on which girls don't like you. Some changes in your approach, communication and behaviour may help.
It is natural to feel attraction and feel horny. Make sure you don't cross boundaries of decency with any lady. Any thing you do or you want to do should have the consent of the girl/lady involved. If that is not respected, then it amounts to violation.
Next Steps
Please speak to a counsellor and understand reasons behind all this.