From what you’ve described, this sounds much more like anxiety (possibly health anxiety/OCD patterns) rather than a rabies risk. You’ve completed multiple vaccines and even have high antibody levels — medically, you are protected. Yet the fear keeps coming back. That tells us the problem is the anxiety cycle, not the virus.
The constant checking, washing, and taking vaccines “just in case” may be temporarily calming you, but they are actually reinforcing the fear long term.
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This is very treatable with the right psychological support, especially OCD-focused therapy. You’re not irrational, you’re stuck in a fear loop, and that can be worked through.
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You don’t need another vaccine. You need psychological support for the anxiety. And that is absolutely manageable.