Hi even after sharing your internal conflict regarding decision making better you consult a psychologist in your place or me through practo

Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. Any relationship break up will take time to accept the failure and adjust with reality. You may be still undergoing this transition phase of your earlier relationship. You may need guidance here. As you more and more try to forget about your past, your mind will keep increasing more memories and put you in emotional trouble !!, instead you need to learn the way to accept it. That's the solution. Till you complete this cycle, you will be confused about your new relationships or marriage plan. Better take a  counseling  help to  handle your emotions and problems better. Feel free to reach out to f2f or online through Practo app for further detailed discussion and suitable recommendation. Be positive. You will be alright soon.

Hi Must be a tough situation Consult with me or psychologist for therapy and counseling All the best

Seek a professional support before taking any decisions. Consult a psychologist in your city personally for more clarity.