Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help. I can understand your suitation. When you are emotionally disturbed, it's better to avoid taking any hasty decisions. Better ask for a professional help if you can't get it from family. What you need now is a source to ventilate your emotions, feelings and concerns. Counseling will help you in such scenario as you will be able to discuss openly and isolate your problems and also will be able to explore suitable solutions..consult a psychology counselor locally or online. Feel free to reach out to me online through Practo app at your convenience time for further evaluation and recommendation.

Feeling low, having crying spells, sleep and appetite disturbances, and difficulty in concentration and attention are some of the signs of Depression. Consult a Psychiatrist for a detailed assessment. It is likely with medication and counseling the symptoms will improve. If you are feeling suicidal or hopeless consult a Psychiatrist immediately.

I request you to consult a psychologist before even taking any decisions....