I understand it would be very tough for you to go through current condition. You seem to have depressive disorder along with anxiety symptoms (with the available history). You require Psychiatrist consultation as you would benefit from medications. You would be guided to a psychologist as psychological intervention (counselling) would definitely help you and is required.
Next Steps
Consult Psychiatrist
Health Tips
Don't hesitate to speak/share with your near and dears, have a regular physical activity.