I don't know what is exactly going on in my mind it like sometimes I m really happy and sometimes I am really sad I have unnecessary fears which are not at all relevent. Can this happen if you have faced a childhood trauma is it related to my past incident. If yes then what should I do I am unable to make new friends. Sometimes it's like I hate other people's company and tends to be within myself Cannot trust anyone I only trust one person in my life fully. I most of the time stay alone I am very far from home now and sometimes I avoid people but sometimes I feel like I am very alone. I just don't know what happening with my brain.