Often i feel i had lost life and my career. everything over i studied well in dilpoma as a gold medallist but i cannot complete my engineering even though this is my last attempt. i feel to suicide probably 4 times a week but my mother situation keeps me till now control and i often i think of share market and trading. i cannot feel who am i and is my power and which field is in-built to me? having lack of concentration and memory power and positive thoughts