It seems to be chronic depression with recent schizotypal behavioral changes. It needs to be treated asap otherwise it may get complicated.

Hi It sounds like you are feeling upset. I suggest you consult a psychiatrist and psychologist. With the help and guidance of a psychiatrist and psychologist you will feel better.

Hi, As you are residing in navi mumbai, visit our nearby clinic immediately. Talk to your parents that there's something distressing you are feeling consulting psychologist will help. don't suppress anymore.

Hi connect  with psychiatrist.  Kindly visit nearby hospital..you need proper  treatment.

Hi, Consult a clinical psychologist for psychological assessment.

Why do you want to do that? What is the source of the pleasure that you are getting? Introspection is the only way to understand yourself.

Hi... It appears you are repressing something very deeply in your subconscious mind. The suicidal tendency and violence towards an animal is a result of that struggle. It may be related to abuse, trauma, sexuality, parenting, career, relationship, friendship, etc. but it is very much there and it needs to be addressed. Also, please keep your parents and doctor in loop. They need to know that you have attempted to overdose yourself. You can consult another Psychiatrist if the medication or the treatment is not helping you. It's okay to change the professional, but it is not okay to drop the treatment.

Hi, suicide is never a solution to any problem. Life is precious. You are just 16 years old and so your precious life is ahead of you! You need to learn to respect and value your own life and the life of other living beings. Please consult a counsellor/ psychologist who will help you to find meaning in your existence.