Probably, You are anxious because you do not want to face again some issues which you had earlier and for which you had undergone a surgery too..
And you had also men, that you are studying.. Perhaps, your Anxiety is connected to your preparation gor your exams without any interruptions again..
Next Steps
Speak to a professional.. Consult a psychological Counselor to feel motivated..
Health Tips
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