All Teenagers hate themselves. Its part of growing up, puberty and chaos of hormones in your biological body.
Relax. Dont think you are alone. A million others are exactly in same mindframe.
Visit a good Psychologist, have an open discussion about your life's strengths, weakness, opportunities, threats, etc. Talking sometimes solves more problems than doing.
So come talk to a psychologist instead of panicking about how to deal with Real Life
Next Steps
see a Psychologist
Health Tips
Take deep slow breaths to inhale and exhale. count of 10 to inhale, hold breath for count of 10, exhale slowly to count of 10.