Hello
I understand that you were going through a very tough time but at present, the loss of your father has increased the severity of the issues. As you’re taking anti-anxiety medication, it communicates that you have been experiencing anxiety.
You’re at present having guilt feelings about whatever has happened during the past week and you’re unable to actually deal with that. I would highly suggest you to consult to a RCI licensed Clinical Psychologist to deal with the emotional distress and help you to overcome the issues you are facing and make the process of grieving easier.
Next Steps
Consult an Licensed Clinical Psychologist as soon as possible because the sooner we begin, the easier will be the progress.
Health Tips
Try to consume yourself in pleasurable activities and remember the happiest moments with your father so that you experience more positive emotions. Wish you a speedy recovery and good health.